The times when...

There are times when 

I wish I am stronger

I wish I am more stable emotionally

I wish I am tougher

There are times I dislike

my weaknesses

my helplessness

my inability to say no

even my smiling facade

There are times I wish I can be 

More grateful

More accepting

More patient

More loving

There are times I wish I can be

Less demanding

Less controlling

Less overthinking

Less angry

But more than everything

I wish I can accept me for who I am

with all the feeling and emotion inside