[Lyrics] Kimi e no Uso - Valshe

There is this song I have listened to lately, a song from Detective Conan ending theme "Kimi e no Uso" by Valshe. At the first time hearing it on Conan series, I felt like "Oooh, my God ... what a sad song." 

Romaji

ato dore kurai kono mama de ii? 
kizukanai FURI wo shita 
itsuka kowarete shimau mono nara 
sore mo hitotsu no kekka to 

boku wa boku no mama irareru darou ka 
kimi dake ga inai sekai de 

ima kara uso wo tsuku yo 
tatta ichido no kimi e no uso 
"matte inaku te ii yo" 
kokoro ni mo nai  yasashiku mo nai 
wakatteru no ni 

kono kanashimi to muki au koto wa 
dare no tame ni mo naranai 
isso nikun de shimaeta no nara 
sukuwareteita no ka na 

shinjitsumi no nai uta ga  mune wo uchi 
namida nagashite iru dake 

ima kara kako ni suru yo 
kimi ga negatta sono  toori ni 
"matte inaku te ii yo" 
mou modoranai  doko ni mo inai 
wakatteru kara 

jibun nante inaku natte mo daijoubu daroutte 
kuchiguse no you ni itteita kedo 
marude nani mo nakatta you ni egao kuzusanakereba 
manzoku shite kureru? 

nani ka wo kakusu you ni   kabai tsuzukete ikiru koto de 
mamoteita shoutai mo minukenakatta 
fureru koto mo   kanawanai 

saishou de saigo no seiippai no  kimi e no uso 
"boku wa hitorikiri demo daijoubu da yo" 
kokoro ni mo nai wakare no kotoba

(credit to animelyrics.com)


English

How much longer it will be like this?

I pretend I didn’t notice

If this is something that will break someday

That’s just another consequences

Can I become my own self?

In the world where there is no you

From now on, I’ll tell a lie

The only one lie to you

“It’s alright if you don’t wait for me.”

Although I know that it is not what’s in my heart and it’s not kind

This sadness, facing it,

It is not for anyone’s sake

If only I can hate you

I wonder if I can be saved

A song without a truth in it, it hits my chest

I can only shed tears

From now on, it will be in the past

Just like you hoped about it

“It’s alright if you don’t wait for me.”

we can’t go anywhere, you are nowhere to be found

And I knew it

“you will be okay even if I am gone,” I said it just like my other usual phrases.

If I smile like as if it was nothing, will you be satisfied?

Just like hiding something, I continue to protect my life

The weakness I’ve protected, I can’t see through it

And even to touch it, it couldn’t come true

My only one, first and the last lie to you

“even if I am alone, I will be okay”

Although it is not in my heart, this words of farewell 

(try to translate it with the help of google translate hahaha XD. There must be a lot of mistakes, but I can't help to search for its meaning. And yeah, the meaning is sooo sad)